Allow me to introduce myself….
My name is MMCC and I am an IF. Ie. Infertile…for the non- TTC community. Those two letters have changed the last four years of my life- and it got me thinking…”IF” is a actually a BIG word…and one I use way too often..
If…I had started trying earlier..
If…I had picked the right doctor…
If…I was a better person ….
If, If,If, If only I could hold my own child in my arms ….
I’ve also used the word when bartering with God…”if you bless me with a child I will never sin again!” …yes …I know its wrong!!!
I know I am not alone in this journey but there have been some desperately lonely moments on this road and I decided that this year everything is going to change because I am going to change my mind about the way I see it.
I am finally feeling strong..I am far from defeated!
So world…hope you are ready!!!
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