MMCC- IF ONLY…

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I am feeling very sad today.Very disappointed with someone that I considered to be a good friend but this person has let me down.  When you wish nothing but the best for someone and you come to realise that they don’t really care about you it really hurts…or mabe its just extra sensitive me…but I have a physical pain in my heart because I care so much for this person.

My “self-inflicted 2ww” as I call it is also driving me nuts.  I move from fantasising about good news to keeping myself in check and reminding myself of just how big a miracle it would be.  One week down and one to go.  You’d think I’d be used to this by now.

I’m not very chirpy…so gonna sign off…coz the tears are on the way.

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April 8, 2010 - Posted by | Uncategorized

5 Comments »

  1. Chin up…we need those down days to build our souls. I will be holding thumbs for you

    Comment by Bratty | April 10, 2010 | Reply

  2. Welcome 🙂 The down days are terrible….I spent all day in bed this weekend. Hang in there and know that you now have TONS of support in IF land. (((HUGS)))

    Comment by Genevieve | April 12, 2010 | Reply

  3. Hey lady, stopping by to say hello from LFCA. Sorry you’re having a tough day, disappointment is always hard to take, but especially when it involves friends we care about. Hoping with you that this cycle might be the one:)

    Comment by Rebecca | April 13, 2010 | Reply

  4. How far are you in the 2ww? THey are all self inflicted, don’t worry!

    Comment by Mash | April 13, 2010 | Reply

    • Thks Mash! 5 days to go! Or should I say a lifetime….
      Hope u feeling ok

      Comment by mmccif | April 13, 2010 | Reply


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